busy?
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 11:46 AM
when i was on my bed last nite..
i noticed tat i nvr do any hw today..=.=..
so i think back wat i hv to finish by this weekends..if i can..and..
omg..=.=..thr's so many..
i've forgotten abt my hot air balloon..i'll do it today and post it tmr..=.=...and yea..hv to start studying again..T.T...
am i trying to make myself busy?
i tot i've forgotten abt it already..tat's wat i told marilyn..if u stil rmb..LOL
but i was wrong..>.<"..
u make me feel sick..not im sick of you tat kind of sick la..lol
ur words make me tremble again and again,tears dropping again n again..
ur actions appear in my mind again n again..juz lk a dvd player running a dvd..
ur face is stil clearly seen in my mind..
ur voice stil thr,in my ears,i can stil hear it once in a while..
but i cant feel ur existence in my life anymore..
who will replace u?i have no idea..
but i hope it will be very soon..becoz im feeling very tired..tired of living like tis..
-tat's the negative thinking of mine-
-and the positive thinking of mine?-
everything tat my frens told me..all their words..i stil rmb..
because they repeat it again n again...they think tis is better for me..
if u're one of the "frens" im talking about..guess u know wat mean..haha
so..negative thinking and positive thinking..who will win?=S
