You're just fine the way you are. Don't transform yourself -- let yourself evolve.
Your financial situation feels a bit shaky at the moment -- or is it only that you're worried because you've been distracted by more important professional matters? Regardless of how or why it's happened, return your attention to career, just for a bit. If your concerns are for real, they won't go anywhere, definitely not in the time it takes to balance the checkbook, sort through the credit-card receipts and get back to the basics of your well-organized life.
yea..tis is my frenster horoscope for 11/06/2009!xD..im kinda pk now..lol